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when I first fell in love, it was so scary. It was a different kind of love than I had ever experienced before...it was a type of love that I had been raised to believe that was wrong. so when it happened, it was very powerful and confusing. The love I feel towards this person is so strong..I mean I met them..and it seemed like ..i don't even know. I felt this bond..this conection..like they understood me and I understood them- that's how it turned out. At lesat I like to think that's how its happened.

Since day one- I have felt that connection, and it is ..unbelieveable that I have found a person that I can honestly say I know- and even if I find a flaw in them- I can't stop loving them as much as I do. I know them and love them even more for just being them. And its so scary yet ...incredibly uplifting.

To know that there is a feeling so strong as this in the world- gives me a type of impression that there are good ppl out in the world- and that good things are happening everywhere you look. This makes me feel so much more at peace with who I am today and with what we have to face up to in our lives. Wow..I mean..its just incredible. It's almost as miraculous as childbirth..but in a different way. ahh I'll write more later it's late and I'm fallin asleep. :-)